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So... It all started a while back. Like... A few years back. I never liked showering or bathing myself much, but I did it once a week, and I always since my teen ages had a kink for filthy porn and scat and piss, then corona came and the lock downs and everything and... I didn't wash myself for nearly 4 years. From the beginning of 2020 to October 2023. It was the beginning of what I am now. In this time frame I started to use poppers regularly (it's a 'drug' that helps you relaxe and makes you horny and in my case very submissive) and I found cringe fortnite porn and got addicted to it (I spend... ALOT... On skins and battle passes and stuff...) after a while I found the creator 'ponypoppers'. Before that I hated pony porn... It was just... Not hot but... That one day while I was sniffing my bottle and happen to stumble upon it... It changed me. I got addicted to it pretty hard. I needed to watch it atleast twice a day. It had everything. From 'normal amount' to extreme amounts, just normal futa pony stuff to diaper filling and even pushing a bit In the beast direction. It was perfection. Arround summer 2024 I accepted that I love pony's. And I love furrys. And indulged in it more and more. Got into the filthy furry stuff also and... Yeah. It was so good to accept that all. The new years day 2025 came... And I have no idea what happened or why it happened then. You know... I don't clean my room. Is filthy and filled with trash. And until that day I always was like 'I hate it, I need to clean but I can't becouse my brain is dumb' but on that day.... The trash.... Looked to hot. So good, so sexy.... I just... Couldn't hold back. I undressed and I took a sniff of my underwear and... I just threwyself I'm the trash and fucked it like it's my wife. And it felt so good and I came so fucking hard.... I did it again a few days later, this time diaoered up and fucked it while pushing shit out in my diaper and I had what I call a shit gasm.... I came while shitting, the shitting made me cum harder, that pushed out more shit wich made me cum more. It was like... For 5 minutes or so that I had orgasmed and shitting. It was bliss. The year continued to march... And I came to terms with my weight. Like. I a weighing over 170lbs. And... Accepting my weight and my body. It just made 'click' and.... I saw the real me finally. A perverted filthy pig not a human. Living in filth, fat, enjoying live just for porn. And I was so happy. Then came July 25. A friend of mine came out as trans and im happy for them I am a filthy perverted NEET pig Tha lifes in trash, fucks trash, and wants to even gain more weight and I love it. And my biggest dream currently is to love in a pigsty with real pigs and... Serve the male pigs with my holes. Sefve the female pigs with my tongue, eat the same fattening slop as they do, and life in filth with them.... i am a very hairy and thicc femboy looking for a very active and obedient drone~ like in the gif above and have you wear that suit 24/7 id prefer someone who will not block or ghost me and if needed i can show alternative options to talk to each other. TO CLARIFY! this is not a rp request nor is it at all im looking for someone to be mine and mine alone 💋 I'm sorry if this is a long text and... If it seems butched up or missing things it's propably becouse I left them. Out to keep it 'short' But yes everything I say here is the truth and I realy hope you like my life... And If not. I am sorry.
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